I'm so puzzled. Not because exams coming. Can't be bothered too much about that. But I DO bother about it so don't complain. Been thinking of the solution but can't just find the correct one. I'm having a can be so called nice-life, no thanks to study or anything like that. If I think about it, leaving everything seems such a mess-up decision. But if I do, I will be able to get a great-life as well even though it's going to be so contrastive from the other. Everything seems to rush me for this. Time past real fast, i mean really fast. Need to plan for my future soon enough because it might come sooner then I can ever think. I have friends and family to think of. or should I say family and friends? AHHH what a decision to make! and the thing is that it's so freaking significant which can change the whole route of my life journey. Thinking about this arouse a whole lot things which I need to consider and there's too little time [i guess?] for me decide. I'm just too carefree in the past that I ignore this. I don't even know what I really want up to this point. For some people relaxing, shopping, enjoying luxury is the life they wanted. But for others, a busy life is all they want, of course with enjoyment which is not money-consuming. To be honest, I enjoy both. The life i'm having now, I can say is the second one which is a busy life. But I do enjoy it and so is the first one!!! Crap, This is too confusing. I want to keep living with the life i'm running now but somehow I know it's not going to stay like this for a long period. Can't run away from this, so might as well enjoy it until that day. Anyway, I havn't reach to a point where I'm so certain so everything is not even confirm yet. I'm not forced to make any of the choices. Still, need to think what I really want eh. Off for bs so see ya.

ant~ ate the vegetable at 3:49 PM!